“At some point, you’re going to have to choose. Liz loves you. She’s
stood by you when the going is rough, when you don’t have any money.
You say that Diane’s family makes you feel poor, as if you don’t
fit in. It might be that Liz’s real, and Diane’s a dream. I guess
the real test is-how would you feel if you didn’t have Liz? What would
you do if you knew she had someone else, if you found her with another
man?”
I did once. It’s funny you should bring it up, because it just made
me wild. We’d had a fight, and I saw some guy’s car parked outside her
apartment. I raced around the alley and stood up on a garbage can to
look in the window. The sweat was just pouring off me and I was like
a crazy man. I couldn’t stand to think of Liz with another man. I couldn’t
believe the effect it had on me …

He shook his head, bemused by the violence of his jealousy.
“Then maybe you care more about Liz than you realize.”
“That’s the problem. One day I think I want to stay here, marry Liz,
help bring Tina up, have more children-that’s what Liz wants. Sometimes
it seems like that’s all I want But I don’t have any money. I won’t
have any money for a long time. And I can’t see myself being tied down
to a life like that just when I’m getting started. And then I think
about Diane, and the life I could have with her. I want that too. I’ve never been rich, and I want to be. But how can I say ‘thanks a lot and goodbye’ to Liz?”
The phones rang then, and we left the problem in midair. Ted’s turmoil
didn’t seem that bizarre or desperate for a man of twenty-four; in fact,
it seemed quite normal. He had some maturing to do. When he did, I thought
he would probably make the right decision. – The Stranger Beside Me

Anne Rule, The Stranger Beside Me

Ted Bundy said he didn’t show any emotion at his trial because he didn’t want to give authorities who built a case against him the satisfaction of seeing him break down.

« Am I going to jump up on the table? Should I scream? That’s what I felt like doing. I heard my mother crying. It was an emotional time. I don’t even like to think about that day. Sure, I’m mad…But I’ve kept it together because there’s no point in destroying myself. I don’t try to please or impress people, because of the amount of bias and prejudice that surrounds me as a media image. I can’t begin to tear that down… » Ted Bundy after being convicted of kidnapping in 1976.

Excerpts from the Seattle Police Department Reports (end of 1975, beginning of 1976). I left out some parts. It’s basically Ted trolling the detectives following him. If you want to read the whole thing, it’s all in The Bundy Secrets. :

Surveillance of Homicide Suspect by Roger Dunn

This is to be a 24 hr. surveillance of a possible homicide suspect. He is to be watched as closely as possible. He is not to be arrested or confronted in any way unless he commits some overt act warranting immediate arrest (felony or other dangerous act.) Maintain running log of activity.

The subject of this surveillance is Theodore Bundy, WM 29 5-10 160 med. Bld. Brown, hair short, (mod) curly.

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Mackie related that Bundy showed up at Horatio’s Restaurant where Liz Kloepfer was having dinner with some friends. He wanted Liz to leave with him but she refused but did meet him at her place later that night.

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1400 Hrs. He had lunch with Ann Rule at the Pittsbourg, etc. in Pioneer Square. He did not say anything incriminating, was totally relaxed but did ask a lot of questions about what was going on here and stated he wanted to talk to the police.

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1630 hours Subject and small W-F left the house in ABQ 894, drove to U of W Hospital. There he picked up W-F. went south-bound on I-5 into Pioneer Square. Tried to lose us and was successful. Officer Augerson found car parked in the 100 blk S. Washington a short time later unoccupied.

1809 hours Subject and both females returned to the car walking south-bound from Yesler on Occidental Ave S. drove uptown on third Ave, tried to lose us around 6th and 7th Pike and Olive – unsuccessful. Subject pull to the curb and turn out his lights, then pull away again. Subject got on the freeway northbound and drove to Northgate arriving there at 1830 hours. They parked in the lot south of 103rd and entered the complex – did not follow.

1930 hours Subject, girlfriend and the little girl came out of Northgate complex and entered their vehicle. They drove back to I-5 and went northbound to 145th, where they exited and went over to Aurore Stopped at JB’s hamburger restaurant.

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1600 hrs. Subject came out of door of loc #2, emptied the garbage and waved at Sutlovich, then walked to the surveillance vehicle and asked if Sutlovich was a police officer, at the same time stating that the vehicle that Sutlovich was in was the same one that followed him last Saturday night. He got no reply and then continued passing the time of the day with small talk, then went back to the residence. He was wearing a long sleeved turtleneck sweater and jeans.

1607 hrs. Subject came back out of Loc #2 wearing also a blue jacket and glasses. He walked over again to Sutlovich and stated that he was going to pick up his laundry, Sutlovich followed him to a cleaners at approx 42 NE and University Way, then back to Location #2. Arrived back at 1700 hrs.

1700 hrs. Subject contacted Sutlovich again and asked if the surveillance was for his protection. Sutlovich informed him that he could consider that. He then stated that’s good, that he doesn’t have anything against the police, that he was wondering why the surveillance just started since he came back to town a week ago. Sutlovich then asked him if he would be going anywhere soon. He asked “You mean back in Utah”. Sutlovich said no, tonight. He stated that he mey be going over to Vortmans in Magnolia, then walked back to Location #2 and entered.

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0815hrs. Susp. left house with Liz Kloepfer daughter and got into his veh. Dropped daughter off at school. Susp. went E/B on NE 52 and lost us in traffic after crossing 15 NE. Search made for veh. Proved negative.

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Bundy in the area of 47th and 16th N.E. He just disappeared.

2135 hrs. Bundy went out the front of the house. He approached Det. Gillis, who was parked on the southwest corner of the intersection of 18th and 52nd. He took Gillis’ picture. He then walked down towards the alley where I’m parked and come up to the front of the car and bent down to where he could see my license plate, and he wrote my license number down. He then walked south back through the alley up to 52nd. I got out on foot and followed him. He stopped at the corner and started talking to Det. Gillis, who by this time was out on foot. At this time I then approached Bundy, and we all three talked for a little bit. He wanted to know why we were following him, what took us so long – he’s been in town a week. He said he tried to get a hold of Capt. Leich and Capt. Mackie to find out why, and he said he didn’t have any beef with the guys out on the street, and he said he might have to go back to court on the 20th of this month – he doesn’t know yet, but he says definitely, for sure, on the 9th of February. We talked for approximately 10 minutes, and about 2145 hrs he went back in to the residence. Ted was wearing a blue nylon down jacket, light tan corduroy pants, brown shoes, no hat, and he had about a month’s growth of beard.

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0825 hrs. Bundy came out of the front door and began walking south on 18 N.E. He had on dark rimmed glasses, blue down ski parka, tan flared trousers, dark shoes and was carrying a green satchel under his left arm. I got out of my car and followed him on foot after advising Keppel.

Bundy walked at a normal pace up to 17. N.E. and south into the campus and was aware that I was behind him. He walked in near the Burke Museum and then back out onto 45th. He turned south on University Way N.E. very aware that I was behind him.

0840 hrs. He went into the Coffee Corral at N.E. 42 and U Way and came out a moment later smoking a cigarette.

0850 hrs. He walked up through Red Square and into the undergraduate library. As we got into a crowd, he went downstairs and through the cafeteria in an effort to lose me.

0855 hrs. Bundy went into a phone booth in Suzallo Library. The portion of the conversation I could hear was “There’s a detective following me, where’s the car?”

0858 hrs. Bundy came out of the phone booth and went into the men’s room in Suzallo Library.

0901 hrs. I went into the restroom and discovered that there was a backdoor that opened into an employee’s locker room. (…) I checked for Bundy in the immediate area but he was gone.

(At that point, they lost track of Bundy until 1230 hrs.)

1230 hrs. I drove to Marlin Vortman’s apartment in an effort to relocate Bundy. As I approached the apartment I spotted Bundy walking along the sidewalk dressed in a grey hooded sweatshirt, faded green sweatpants, blue turtleneck and white tennis shoes. When he saw me he smiled. I waved and continued pas him to the corner of 36 W. and W. Gov’t Way. As I turned south I looked in my rearview mirror and saw Bundy sprinting into the woods in Discovery Park.

(….)

1328 hrs. Bundy walked up the street to the vehicle. It apparently didn’t start so he had to push it and then went to Gov’t Way.

I followed Bundy down into Ballard’s business district and it soon became evident that the only reason he was driving at all was to play tag with the cops. He would drive legally but try his best to lose me. Some typical maneuvers would be : park the car in hopes that I would have to drive by in traffic and or get out of the car (in sweats) and walk down the block, get one car between us at a stoplight and then make a free right turn and then a few more turns in an effort to get free of a tail. It became very easy to predict what Bundy would try to do but my car was not conductive to quick albeit legal maneuvers. Bundy was taking great delight in the ‘game’ and smiled when he would execute a clever evasive tactic.

1407 hrs. Bundy drove to the Ballard Locks, parked his car and jogged (in heavy rain) back along the railroad tracks and out of sight around the end of the government property.

I parked my car next to his and waited. 1416 hrs. Bundy came walking back to the car from the same direction. I got two impressions as to why Bundy uses a tactic of parking the car and walking away :

– He hoped that I would immobilize the operation of the car so he could scream “harassment’’.

– Hoped that I would get out and follow him on foot so he could double back to the car so he could drive off without a tail.

My impressions of Bundy during the day while I was following him is that he does not act like a normal, mature 29 year old law student. He seems to thrive on attention just like a spoiled child and that is the only reason he altered his behavior, which is to say the more ‘attention’ he gets, the more he eats it up. It would not be difficult to predict his actions in a situation like this, but trying to maintain a covert surveillance in hopes that he may go to a ‘stash’ or any other place that might tend to incriminate him would be fruitless and impractical.

On October 19th, 1976, a guard searched Bundy in the prison print shop and found a forged social security card, a sketch of a driver’s license, a road map and an airline schedule. Bundy was transferred to a maximum-security wing.

I can’t sit here for the rest of my life for something I didn’t do,” Bundy said when defense attorney Bruce Lubeck visited him three days later. At the end of the table, Gary Gilmore sat whispering to his girlfriend, Nicole.

You better do something,” Bundy told Lubeck. “They’re going to kill me.” A prisoner turned on a radio and country music was thumping through the visiting area as David Yocum and the detective from Aspen, Michael Fisher, walked into the visiting area.

Theodore Bundy, I have a warrant for your arrest,” Fisher said. “You’re charged with the first-degree murder of Caryn Campbell. Do you have anything to say?” Bundy sat silent.

I just can’t believe it,” Bundy told Lubeck after Yocum and Fisher left. Lubeck considered the logic of Bundy’s nightmare. The credit card check in Colorado had prompted the kidnapping arrest in Utah. The Utah conviction had now spurred a murder charge in Colorado.

I can’t believe it, either,” Lubeck said.

The following day, Lubeck visited Fisher in his room at the Salt Lake Holiday Inn.

There’s going to come a day when Ted Bundy breaks down,” Fisher said. “And he’s going to confess to me.

Don’t hold your breath,” Lubeck said.

On October 26th (Pictures above), Bundy was arraigned on charges of being a fugitive from Colorado, the first step toward extradition.

I have never killed, never kidnapped, never desired to injure another human being,” Bundy said. “I am prepared to use every ounce of my strength to vindicate myself.” – Rolling Stone, December 14, 1978